But we ruined it with a relationship.
And the truth is…I missed him.
I didn’t realize it, because I had forced all that hate in his direction. I blamed him for everything. EVERYTHING.
My stress, his fault. My anxiety, his fault. Not having any free time, his fault.
I found all my own flaws in him. I don’t really know why. It just…happened.
Now we all already know that I can never have a relationship. It just doesn’t need to happen, because I crush souls and hearts without batting an eye.
Now, hopefully, we can get back into that amazing friendship we once had, before we crashed in our relationship.
That friendship where I correct his spelling, he fixes my computer. Where I help him remember to do his homework, and he tells me to take a chill pill.
I miss that.
And I want it back.
We were so great as friends.
But we ruined it with a relationship.
And the truth is…I missed him.
You know a wise man once told me that no matter how far life goes on and no matter how many mistakes one makes there will always be those people who will love you no matter what happens and no matter what you choose to do with your life... Find those people and you will find yourself a friend for life. Even after you leave them. They will wait with anticipation for the day you return. And welcome you with open arms. But with that power comes to responsibility to know how to use it. Mean what you mean. Don't play with hearts or heads. Live life to fullest and never look back. Never hold grudges and always forgive... And youll find life can be a happy place
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